Unanswered questions.

Things will never be same again, no matter how hard I try or whatever I do. There are certain questions, to which there are no answers.
Would we ever get an answer to those mindless killings in Mumbai last year or to the rape and murder of under fives which I read in the news papers almost every day.
A family of 3, father mother and daughter go on a holiday, on the way to the destination are smashed to death on the raod, all dead.
A child who goes to school like any other day, never to return to his parents again. He is kidnapped and brutally killed by the perpetrators. The Mother is still waiting I guess.
Early morning, last year today, when my son was snatched away from me due to a demon called "CHD" and the defeated look on Dr. Raghuvanshi's face when he came out of the ICU with just one phrase, "He is no more, I am sorry! Sorry is such a shallow word anyways. The signs which I get sometimes, that he is around.
The answers are just not there.

Life

When I was a young girl of 16 years, Life was a fairly land - full of varied bright colors. When I was 18 years of age, Life was rocking and happening! When I was 21 years, Life seemed promising, with so much to offer. When I was 24 years of age, it seemed like I would conquer Life.

Now I am 27 years and…………. Life seems so real (good / bad immaterial).

But what is life? I guess no one knows. Its bright and sunny, wild and rocking, dull and a deep pit sometimes. We look forward to each new day, bright sun, moon, trees, flowers, clutch of a finger from a baby, snuggle of a dog, hug from a dear one, smile on a face of child and so much more.

The fear of being in this Life is hand in hand with the charm of being in this life!
Cheers to Life…